1. |
Safe Space
03:28
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I woke up today not knowing who I was
not feeling like I should be
I woke up today just staring at my screen
not seeing my scene
just take me to your safe space
take me to your safe space
no one knows my face
where no one needs a face
I woke up today not knowing who I was
not feeling like I should be
I woke up today just staring at my screen
not seeing my scene
can I touch the railing and will it feel cold
the train starts moving and birds jump in front
and what’s that itch in my nose is it real?
and what’s that itch in my nose can I be?
I woke up today not knowing who I am
not knowing who I can be
I woke up today not capable to move
I stayed in sick mode
just take me to your safe space
take me to your safe space
no one knows my face
where no one needs a face
I woke up today not knowing who I am
not knowing who I can be
I woke up today not capable to move
I stayed in sick mode
and what’s that itch in my nose is it real?
five fingers what’s a hand can I be?
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2. |
Little Less
03:12
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you cut me out you threw me right under the bus
you keep me like an old picture in the dust
and where did all your plans go
and where did all your words go
can you remember what you said
this leaves us nothing
and oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
and oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less, oh please
told me I’m right you lit my fire without much fuss
you knew my complex in its reasons and had my trust
and did you really move on
and am I really long gone
cause now you’re building a new home with someone you can’t bear
and oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
and oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
and oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less, oh please
but I will listen whenever you’re ready to talk
but I will listen whenever you’re ready to talk
but I will listen whenever you’re ready to talk
I won’t keep waiting on something you know you don’t want
and I’m singing to let you go
oh oh oh
I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less
and oh oh oh I’ll feel a little less
just a little less, oh please
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3. |
Late
03:57
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Feeling it rush through your body
Swaying back and forth
Crushing air in your fists
Push your nails in your skin
Turn the music up real loud
Trigger stressed or depressed
Turn the music up real loud
You‘re looking way too good with them tears in your eyes
You‘re acting way too cool with your mess inside
You‘re nothing with the anger in your fist
You‘re nothing with the anger in your fist
Isolating yourself
Blaming all the others for you
Throwing up maybe not sweaty palms
Grinding teeth
Sir, please take a deep breath
Trigger stressed or depressed
Sir, please take a deep breath
You‘re looking way too good with them tears in your eyes
You‘re acting way too cool with your mess inside
You‘re nothing with the anger in your fist
You‘re nothing with the anger in your fist
And I don’t wanna see what you tell me to be
I really don’t wanna feel
I don’t wanna see what you tell me to be
I really don’t wanna feel
Your body feels like screaming
How do you hear it now
Rushing in feeling thin
Swaying legs where’s your head
Release it in walk now
Trigger stressed or depressed
Release it in walk now
You‘re looking way too good with them tears in your eyes
You‘re acting way too cool with your mess inside
You‘re nothing with the anger in your fist
You‘re nothing with the anger in your fist
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4. |
Joni
02:32
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You ask me questions without wanting any answer
You build me comfort
When I don’t call anything home to
Oh you give me Joni in case I still get lonely
Oh you ask me questions ask me questions on my good mornings
On my good mornings
On my good mornings
My breath quickens
And my mouth goes dry, my mouth goes dry, ay ay
My breath quickens
And my mouth goes dry, my mouth goes dry, ay ay
You have been here all my life without meeting
You have been here all my life for my needing
Oh you gave me mother, gave me father, gave me friend
Oh you asked me questions asked me questions on my bad mornings
On my bad mornings
On my bad mornings
My breath quickens
And my mouth goes dry, my mouth goes dry, ay ay
My breath quickens
And my mouth goes dry, my mouth goes dry, ay ay
My breath quickens
And my mouth goes dry, my mouth goes dry, ay ay
My breath quickens
And my mouth goes dry, my mouth goes dry, ay ay
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5. |
Happy New Year
04:08
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And I came in from a small town
But you wanted all the big stuff
You could never be alone somehow
No knowledge of all distress
And you screwed us like some mistress
I never meant to scare your highs
Wanting of knowing
Knowing of wanting
Wanting of knowing
Knowing of wanting
Happy new year
And it all went down
You said you‘d never leave
Who do you get high on now
You said you couldn‘t breathe
How is the air feeling now
Happy new year
And it all went down
You said you‘d never leave
Who do you get high on now
You said you couldn‘t breathe
How is the air feeling now
You’re locked up in your small house
And I wanna skip the whole part
Unmeet you right from above the stage view
Your mess is trouble simply made by you
I thought you’re someone to rely on
So why’d you bring them lies on
We’re guilty on how it all blew off
Wanting of knowing
Knowing of wanting
Wanting of knowing
Knowing of wanting
Happy new year
And it all went down
You said you‘d never leave
Who do you get high on now
You said you couldn‘t breathe
How is the air feeling now
Happy new year
And it all went down
You said you‘d never leave
Who do you get high on now
You said you couldn‘t breathe
How is the air feeling now
Happy new year
And it all went down
You said you‘d never leave
Who do you get high on now
You said you couldn‘t breathe
How is the air feeling now
Happy new year
And it all went down
You said you‘d never leave
Who do you get high on now
You said you couldn‘t breathe
How is the air feeling now
Happy new year
And it all went down
You said you‘d never leave
Who do you get high on now
You said you couldn‘t breathe
How is the air feeling now
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6. |
Summer Sadness
03:29
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I’m at a very bad place with myself right now
I can hardly get any sleep at night
but I won’t cry it‘s just I‘m not in the best mood for now won’t lie
it‘s just a really sad time now, a really sad time now
a couple of years ago I used to get high then
but that didn’t help it just made more unwell
I’m not sure who to tell
I can’t stand just small crowds get too loud
It’s just a very mad time now, a very mad time now
let’s hope its summer sadness and it will pass
cause I won‘t be in for another shit winter to get past
some woman told me I’m fine
you just need some fresh air
don’t be mad get your vitamin levels up
what a lie give me time
oh to be sad I’m not mad
it’s just a very sad time now, a very sad time now
a very sad time now, a very sad time now
lets hope its summer sadness and it will pass
cause I won‘t be in for another shit winter to get past
lets hope its summer sadness and it will pass
cause I won‘t be in for another shit winter to get past
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7. |
Bathroom Floor
04:31
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Everyone’s expectations are so high
I’m not sure if I’ll fit in in this huge lie
I will lay my body down for some time
is winter really messing with my mind
and I am laying on the bathroom floor
in need
and I am laying on the bathroom floor
in need
and now I‘m needing you to help you to help me
can you build me walls to break walls to break through
and now I‘m needing you to help you to help me
can you build me walls to break walls to break through
cause I am laying on the bathroom floor
in need
and I am laying on the bathroom floor
in need
cause I am laying on the bathroom floor
in need
and I am laying on the bathroom floor
in need
not to love when I was there
it’s heavy I can’t grieve
for something that is not yet gone
but over soon
I thought that I have been here
but home leaves
home left all there’s left
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8. |
Is It Me
03:16
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I don’t know what to do
is it me or is it you
do we keep on trying
or do we end up lying
I believe in something good
to not be for a mood
do we keep on trying
or do we end up lying
and now you‘re sitting in the front row
thinking you have solved all
but we know better we know better we know
you’re sitting in the front row
thinking you have solved all
but we know better we know better we know
I would give myself in
but I wouldn’t give me up
do we keep on trying
or do we end up lying
I’m nothing to control
you never made me whole
do we keep on trying
or do we end up lying
and now you‘re sitting in the front row
thinking you have solved all
but we know better we know better we know
you’re sitting in the front row
thinking you have solved all
but we know better we know better we know
and now you‘re sitting in the front row
thinking you have solved all
but we know better we know better we know
you’re sitting in the front row
thinking you have solved all
but we know better we know better we know
is it me or is it you
do we keep on trying
or do we end up lying
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9. |
Rose Colored
05:01
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Lyon the weather is poor
The room quite alright
The entrance hall impressive
The mood not so much
Can you build us up?
Can you build us up?
Lyon the streets are filled
The traffic seems stressed
Or is it the people cursing
Out of their window
Can you build them up?
Can you build them up?
And now this mood in a rose colored house, a rose colored house
Can twist your mind around
This mood in a rose colored house, a rose colored house
Can twist your mind around
I wanna see you dance hey, hey
I wanna see us dance hey, hey
Imagine your beautiful curls
Being judged without cause
Stare as if it were a contest
You got this wrong
It’s out of your reach
This is out of your reach
Lyon, what happened to you
Hiding parking in birds eye view oh oh oh
Can we build us up?
Can we build us up?
And now this mood in a rose colored house, a rose colored house
Can twist your mind around
This mood in a rose colored house, a rose colored house
Can twist your mind around
I wanna see you dance hey, hey
I wanna see us dance hey, hey
This mood in a rose colored house, a rose colored house
Can twist your mind around
This mood in a rose colored house, a rose colored house
Can twist your mind around
I wanna see you dance hey, hey
I wanna see us dance hey, hey
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10. |
Open House
03:52
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And I think we should really have an open house
we shouldn’t be humble now
We have been enough somehow
Please trust me now
No more having doubts
In the corner of our shouts
Enough for now
No more having doubts
In the corner of our shouts
Enough for now
You can’t avoid it
You can’t avoid it
You can’t avoid it
Everybody’s effort is not enough
And everyone can be someone else darling
All I‘ve been is everything you taught me is this how we ought to be
I don’t feel like you should decide on me
This lacks in honesty
No more having doubts
In the corner of our shouts
Enough for now
No more having doubts
In the corner of our shouts
Enough for now
You can’t avoid it
You can’t avoid it
You can’t avoid it
Everybody’s effort is not enough
Everybody gets upset on and off
And everyone can be someone else darling
Everyone can be all your insecurities
Do we have to be more loud
How is all this still allowed
Do you think it’s fair enough
That you owe us so rough
We don’t have to be more tough
For you there‘s so much to get into
But I‘m still getting all out
Do we have to be more loud
How is all this still allowed
Do you think it’s fair enough
That you owe us so rough
We don’t have to be more tough
We don’t have to be more tough
Everybody’s effort is not enough
Everybody gets upset on and off
And everyone can be someone else darling
Everyone can be all your insecurities
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11. |
Hayley
03:40
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Hayley grew up it seems without any bother
Hayley grows no plants it’s growing walls in her garden
And she could not see the love of a mother
And who thinks love is something you bought her
And I, I, cried you a letter, you‘ll never read
And I, I, cried you a letter, you‘ll never read
Regrets wrapped up in my scarf
I can feel it’s easy
A change in old reasons
I can feel
Regrets wrapped up in my scarf
I can feel it’s easy
A change in old reasons
I can feel
Hayley learns to grow by letting go of her show
Wind uplifting fabrics as a sign of release
Scarves fluttering all of her grief
And now who thinks love is some kind of thief
And I, I, cried you a letter, you‘ll never read
And I, I, cried you a letter, you‘ll never read
Regrets wrapped up in my scarf
I can feel it’s easy
A change in old reasons
I can feel
Regrets wrapped up in my scarf
I can feel it’s easy
A change in old reasons
I can feel
Regrets wrapped up in my scarf
I can feel it’s easy
A change in old reasons
I can feel
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12. |
The Party And The Mess
04:57
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The champagne and the dress
The party and the mess
I’ll let you go to somewhere I don’t know
You waited just to follow slow
The sassy and the cold
The kind heart and the bold
But what’s it like with someone your own blood
But clearly not the same type of flood
I never knew the course
Is this life with its force
The stories I got told and
The big mouth you were born
I never knew the course
Is this life with its force
The stories I got told and
The big mouth you were born
I’m still a little lost
With words that I exhaust
I wonder how my folks made pearl in 21
In a world that still fights guns and people on the run
The laughter and the smile
Spoke to him till the aisle
I’ll never know if that was just to show
Or really gave your life a go
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Soft Loft Switzerland
Soft Loft is a safe haven, an attitude, a way of life. It’s where the broken and the imperfect are embraced and celebrated. Soft Loft is non-hierarchical. Soft Loft is where reality is transmuted into dreams and dreams back into reality. Judgement is suspended here. Because vulnerability is the gateway to connection. Anything goes, as long as it’s heartfelt and it flows. ... more
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